So I'm home now. Back from my rehearsal dinner. It's hard to believe that after 13 years, the day I've been dreaming about since I fell in love with Kris is just hours away. I wonder what she's thinking right now.

So I resisted the temptation of going out with the boys tonight. They were a bit jealous because the girls are all staying at a hotel in Downtown today and the groomsmen felt left out of the party. Frank took me home and since then, all I've been doing is preparing for tomorrow... Getting the suit ready and laid out. Everything I need from my day after clothing, hair products, music, car, and all things related to the groom are prepped up. I feel like a Samurai geting ready for battle. Every detail of tomorrow is painstakingly being laid out in detail so that I am prepared in case I am overwhelmed with emotions. Some of the guys are telling me, "Just let it all out dude." But I'm thinking, it's hard to talk and say your vows when you are choaked up with happy emotions. Even today I almost couldn't contain myself and I was so happy that I wanted to just pass out. =)

I hope Kris remembers to make faces at me so I can keep it together tomorrow. Anyway. Got more prepping to do before bed time. If you're reading this Kris, "I love you, goodnight, and sweet dreams..."